Stuff.....Just Stuff

That's exactly what I have to do.....Stuff. I say stuff b/c at this point it is not all people work, ya know, ministry. It's stuff. Stuff that has to be done. Stuff that needs to be done, but nonetheless, stuff. Everyday, as I am so aptly reminded by different members of my team, how close we are to launching SouthPoint, the weight of things to be done seems to grow a wee-bit heavier. It's not that I hate it or even am disgruntled about it, it's just stuff. Calling this person about an ad, making this thing to go in this room. Preparing a talk, or preparing a blah blah blah! Stuff.

And then I read things like, "My burden is light." I wonder if that is for normal life but not church planting? Maybe parts of scripture only work for parts of life and they are not all inclusive. Ya know like maybe, : "Thou shalt not lie." Only applies to times when you are not being pulled over by the police and asked, "Do you know how fast you were going?"

That might actually make life a little easier. We would only have to do things when it was more comforable or easy.

Of course, that would mean God could be conditional too. Ya know like, "Hey God, can you hook a brother up with a little money to buy groceries for my kids? Your word says, 'I've never seen your seed out begging for bread.' I'm your seed and I might need to beg."
"Sorry, not in the mood. Go beg." God.

Yea after all that might not work out so well.

So I guess in the midst of stuff. Alot of stuff. I have to step into the 'easy' thing. i guess I'm learning more and more to trust Him and lean on Him in the middle of the stuff. I GUESS it's not really trust until it is crazy and I have to make the choice to either try it myself, or step back and trust God.

Yea, trusting God might really be a good thing, Huh?